Anyone Else Have This Problem?

ive never even seen a harness and i dont know what it does. At my club you learn a jump and you practise till you get it, we have some really good girls so obviously it works. Dont be scared or nervous, try it off the harness and practise it off ice. work on core streanth excersises and off ice training (does your club have regular or occasional off ice cles?). any ways good luck on your axel, your not weird and im sure there are many more people out there not able to use a harness, whatever it is.